For the last 10 years on 12th February I've bought a bunch of flowers.  I didn't today.  I feel awful for that. Eleven years ago today my grandma died, she loved flowers so much, so each year I buy a bunch of flowers in her memory.  Except not this year.  I remembered a couple of days ago, and then remembered an hour ago so ran to the village shops to get some, but they didn't have any.  I feel like I've let her down, I feel sad in my heart.