We Steal That Smile From Your Face

Bit on edge today.  My Dad is having blood tests to see if they can work out what is going on for him.  I'm not going to go into details on what is wrong - that's his stuff to tell the world about in his own way.  People who read this who know me will have a fair idea what I'm referring to anyway. 

Naturally I'm scared of what they might find.  Conversely though, I'm scared of what they don't find too.  If they don't find something then what's making him ill?  How can they make it better if they don't know what it is in the first place?

I'm trying to not fixate too much on the fact that my Grandad had stomach cancer and died...

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