Bread Of Heaven

I wanted to write to try and make sense of my head, but I've been staring at the screen not knowing where to begin. My Gran died last night. That's all I think I can say really. People are asking me how I am and I don't know. I don't know how I feel, what I'm thinking or what to do with myself. All I know is I'm surrounded by the most incredible friends and family who have been more kind and supportive these last 24 hours then I'll ever be able to thank them fully for.